hmmmm what mood am i in today... well lets see... my hubby and i are actually getting along...  good... my baby is happy and healthy...good... most of the bills are paid...good... i actually slept decent last night even though i am still tired....good... my husbands friend is coming tonight to stay over night...good...  the house is a mess...bad...  i need to shower...

hmmm that is the key phrase right there is i need to shower.. then i think this just might be a good day...good..

ok i am back again .. hehehe i am sooooooooooo tired ... i seem to be having trouble sleeping.. the last few days have been hell... i am exauseted i try to go to bed and wind up being so darn uncomfortable that i cant go to sleep .....ack i hate it when i go through sleepless nights like this... i am wondering how long this will last .... i hope not too much longer .. i am starting to forget things.. like the laundry.. i totally forgot the clothes i put in the wash... in fact i dont remember when i put them there... grrrr.. so i am re-washing them to get rid of the mildew smell.. i can only hope my mixture of soap and fabreez does the trick......i will know only after they are dry ... 

i am not sure what to do about this not sleeping thing ...it is really starting to annoy.. i tried sleeping pills and staying up to the point where my eyes wont stay open any longer.. then i go to bed and poof i am uncomfortable, hot, achy, tossing, turning .... then as soon as i fall asleep ...it is time to get up...this is pure torture....

i am just not motivated today.. i was not motivated yesterday.. or the day before that.. what is the chance i will be motivated tomorrow?? 

ahhh the life of a procrastinator.... i am not lazy... i am just not wanting to do anything i should be doing... when the moment is right i will do what i need to do... what i should have been doing all along...what i could have done yesterday... a week ago... a month ago... a year ago... but for now i will rest and sleep...while i torture myself with what i should be doing... and just not do anything but wait til the moment is right...

                                   the moment must be right

BLAH.. i am still alive for those who have been wondering where i have been... i watched two pretty good movies last night one a little better than the other .. i watched duplex.. and gothika..

duplex was morbidly funny that poor couple being harrased by that sweet little old lady.. if you have not seen it see it ... it is really rather good..

gothika.. well i should have read the box before watching it.. but i didnt and i thank myself for it.. at first i thought oh great this flick is going to be one of those psyc films... how boaring... then came the fun stuff i was soo sucked into that movie that i needed to un suck myself after it was over.. it had me at the edge of my chair for most of the movie.. not very many movies do that to me..so if you get a chance to rent it please do

another movie that just came out that had me rolling durring the whole film was rundown.. i saw it in the movies.. and wanted to rent it ..but everyone wanted to rent it too.. oh well i will see it again soon if not buy it... i think i will buy it..

my husbands birthday is coming up.. i need to get him something.. i was going to buy us a new tv ,but we are kinda out of money right now.. so i think i will get him the new nickle back cd and rundown on dvd ..i think that will make a good birthday present... and of course a cheesecake and me in a little skimpy thing..yeah that sounds good..

ok well that is it for now my munchkin is squeeking.. better hop to it...

today i will be running around like a chicken with its head cut off trying to get things done before i leave tonight... why do i let myself wait til the last minute? is it the rush of getting things done in one hr or less? or just the fact that i am lazy and just dont really want to do anything until i absolutely have to.. i think it might be both.. for some reason i get a feeling of great accomplishment out of getting things done quickly.. but the only way that happens is if i wait til i can wait no longer.. its kinda like a race.. ready...set... wait three days... go!

it is a four hr drive to yuba city, home of the honkers.. (did i mention that is our high school motto? the canadian geese fly over yuba city every year..they fly over they dont live there!!! really the motto should be yuba city, home of the prunes) it is also home to the sutter buttes.. (for those out there who are looking at buttes and thinkin butts.. lol.. it is it is pronounced bee-yewts... or whatever..) the sutter buttes are the smallest mountain range in the world and no one knows how they got there.. it is said that durring the ice age a glacier shaved them off thier former ground in oralville and moved them to yuba city.. so our town picture shows the buttes with canadian geese flying around..can you say..lame?

now that we are done with that.. i have alot fo crap to do .. why am i sitting here? oh yeah to say i wont be typing for the next few days because i will be in yuba shity..err city.. have a nice weekend all!!